hEy guys! it's Christmas time! Too bad I live in south Texas and it doesn't snow here...well last year it did a little, but I've been living here for the past 10 years and it was the first time I'd seen it down here..and it was on Christmas eve..it was magical..it was still there on Christmas morning...amazing! Well maybe we'll get lucky again this year!

Well here's some quotes and icons for ya!

Being in love is what makes working all
week terrible. It makes crusing with your
window rolled down feel like you're riding
in a convertible. It makes you dance to the
rhythm of the copy machine & makes Friday
night really feel like the weekend.

Look into my eyes. You’ll see what you mean to me. Search your heart, search your soul, and when you find me there, you’ll search no more. Don’t tell me it’s not worth trying for. You can’t tell me it’s not worth dying for. You know it’s true. Everything I do, I do it all for you.

What is cute ?
Cute is young and inexperienced ; it`s holding hands in the car
& kissing at the red lights .
What is passion ?
Passion is knowing what you want & stopping at nothing
until you get it ; putting your heart in what you do .
What is beautiful ?
Beautiful is all about the inside of a person.
beauty can o n l y be found in the || heart ||
What is love ?
Love is the amazing balance in all these things
in your heart ; mind ; body ; & soul *

you better watch out...you better not cry
you better not shout i'm telling you why
santa clause is coming to town!!

want to be the girl who you score
a goal for.. the one who makes you
smile and makes you laugh. the girl
who makes your heart skip a beat
.. just that girl

so hang the stockings and heat up the hot cocoa..because winter is here!

im a snowman, and my friends are snow,
you see, without them, i dont exist  

&& until now I had forgotten how it feels to have someone you just can't get enough of

Most girls say they want a Fairy Tale.
But you taught me that's not really what I want.
I want someone who will make fun of me
&& laugh at my jokes;;
(even if they're not funny)
&& someone that wrestles with me
&& doesn't let me win because I'm a girl.
Yeah, riding into the sunset on a horse would be nice,
But playing thumb war is much better.

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside so deep.
It always seems to get to me.
I never really wanted you to go.
So many things you should have known.
I guess for me there's just no hope.
I never meant to be so cold.
What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am.
"Cold" - Crossfade

Right now, this distance between us is out of our control
But I'm still hoping one day soon
I'll get what I'm wishing for.

You just have to go after what you want.
If he doesn't want you back, so be it.
He doesn't deserve you anyway

I don't know how I found you
&& I don't know how I got you
But I'm so lucky that I have you.

 wish you didn't think I was so perfect,
I wish you didn't think I was so great,
Because it will just hurt worse,
When you realize the truth-
A little too late

boy;; i saw her today
girl;; i saw him today
boy;; it seems like it's been forever
girl;; i wonder if he still cares
boy;; she looks better than before
girl;; i couldn't stop staring at him
boy;; i asked her how things were going
girl;; i asked about his new girlfriend
boy;; i'd choose her over any girl i'm with
girl;; he's probably really happy now
boy;; i couldn't look at her without starting to cry
girl;; he couldn't even look at me
boy;; i told her i missed her
girl;; he told me he missed me
boy;; i meant it
girl;; he didn't mean it
boy;; i love her
girl;; he loves his new girlfriend
boy;; i held her for the last time
girl;; he gave me a friendly hug
boy;; then i went home and cried
girl;; then i went home and cried
boy;; i lost her
girl;; i still love him

If it were all up to me
the poor would have [[riches]]
and the blind man would see
the hungry would EAT
and the weak would be s.t.r.o.n.g
and the people with hatred would all get along
the ones who are greedy would start to shar
and unfriendly people would start to -care-
the thristy would drink
and the deaf person hear
and sorrow and sadness would all DISAPPEAR
and that is how the world would be
if it were ALL up to me

This world is full of cruel people.

But keep your head up and

don't let them bring you d

                                        o

                                            w

                                                 n.

I still have those memories,

but those aren't enough,

I want you again.

 

 

Don't take things from granted,

One day, they won't be there anymore.

 

I have no idea who you are now,

but I miss the person you used to be.

 

youu laugh at my dumbest moments,
put up with my moody days,
go along with my craziest ideas,
&& still manage to see the best in me.

 

i learned to play on the safe side
so i dont get hurt

 

i made up my mind
im in love this time

 

someone asked me "why do you like him so much"
but before i could ever reply my best friend put her
hand over my mouth and said"dont even get her started" <3

 

best friends--its a promise not a label
welcome to reality promises are broken
everyday

 

i dont forgive because im weak
i forgive because im strong enough
to know that people make mistakes

 

i want a guy who would
still think i was the
prettiest thing ever, even
if i shaved my head.

one summer ;; one boy
&& suddenly things weren't the same

im still walking
down memory lane
cause i know i' ll be
running into you <//3

I've thought about you so many times. I've tried to get over you but each time I fail. I stay up at night wondering what you are doing. And honestly it's starting to scare me. I'm scared that I'm just wasting my time on someone who will never love me back

the ones you love the most are the ones
that always seem to hurt you in the worst waysThree little words they
were dying to tell eachother,
no it wasn't I love you...
it was we belong together

she was a girl who knew how
to act happy, even when she
was sad. that's important.
- marilyn monroe<3

"I have many "friends" but only one piglet"
-Pooh Bear

every girl is jealous of someone ||
so next time youre looking at someone thinking
` god i wish i was that pretty `
remember - - someone is thinking that about you

whatever your doing, love yourself for doing it &
whatever your feeling, love yourself for feeling it

& she slipped on a kiss
and stumbled into love <3

waste your time with your friends.
live for the moment, laugh often.
be immature, do anything & everything
even if it's something you'll regret in the morning.
sleep late & when you wake up you can laugh about
it with your friends because friends are what
matters most and when you have
friends you have everything.

The freshman girl,
Oh so shy,
sits an watches the sophomore guy.
The sophomore guy,
With his head in a whirl,
Sits and watches the junior gurl.
The junior gurl,
In her red sedan,
Sits and watches the senior man.
But the senior man, all hot and wild,
Secretly loves the freshman child

I'll carve your name on this bullet so everyone can see you
were the last thing that went through my head.

i have the coolest friends. they`re so awesome,
that not even kodak could EVER capture our
m e m o r ii e s <3

Have you ever just sat there & thought..why?..
why did God put me here? why do people hate?
why my life turned out this way? why do people want to
kill themselves? why do i want to kill myself?
why my life is falling apart? why do people love you &
then hate you? why you care so much about what other people
think? why did I turn out the way i did?

lets start over.lets forget all our problems.
lets put our past behind us and never
bring it up again like they said, we
can't live or love the past.lets throw
all our problems away. i'll give you my trust, if you
give me yours.Lets fall in love... the right way

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not____< / 3

Have you ever just been sitting there, minding your own business when you hear that sad song come on the radio & you start to cry & you just can't stop because at that moment, all you want to do is tell him how you feel & hope he understands. Because inside her heart lies a special place, that will never move on. And never be replaced.

i want to be the smile, the first thought, the long drive or the short walk. the last voice, the random call, the laugh, the perfect kiss, the comfort hug, the second half, the sparkle in your eye, the everything you need, just what you want.

there will always be that
one special boy
that no matter
what he does to you
or how much he hurts you,
you can never let him go.

im a DREAMER
and he is my DREAM.

& when the sun goes down
don`t forget about the person
who made your day

hearts, promises, loyalty are all things
that can be broken, & a friend might break
them, but your best friends will always be
there with tape when you need it

When you love someone and they dont love
you back, its hard to find a way to keep
yourself on track. It leaves you broken
hearted and hurts so much. I guess thats why
they call it a crush.

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It just all the sudden turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, there may not really be a castle. And it's not so important to live happily ever after, just that its happy right then. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even love you, miss you, and take your breath away

I wake up each morning
with someone special in mind
someone who is perfect
so sweet and kind
i know this person he exsists,
and we will meet someday
but now i go on with the thought
of finding him one day

Fnd a guy who  doesnt care if u  laugh Loudly
Chew  with your mouth open, sing off key' cry
At the  movies, or act like an insane person `...
&&all it does is make him love you even more

Your talking to a girl who has had her heart broken, cried for continuous hours, yelled && screamed for help, a girl who turned her back on the world && a girl who did nothing but luv someone who couldn't luv her back....</333

sometimes its easier for me to PRETEND
rather than face my feelings. sometimes
its EASIER to try to make it alone rather
than risk getting HURT again. sometimes
its easier to be NUMB towards certain people
so i don't let them get too close. sometimes
i`m scared, but when i act NUMB towards you,
it doesnt mean i don`t CARE... it means i care TOO MUCH

you don`t have to be together
for him to break your heart </3

don't miss out on what's happening right
now, just because you're waiting for something
better to come along. you can't live in the future.
-Full House

These are the things
i think about when
i'm alone
without you:
i wonder of your
whereabouts
and hope like hell
you're happy
where you are.

Somewhere between all of
our laughs, long talks,
stupid fights and retarded jokes,
I fell in love.

i'll never find anyone like you
in my whole life no matter how
hard i'd look. youre the only
one who could make me laugh at
absolutely nothing. <3

I love the way we can talk about anything
and still never get bored
because we're together
and that's all that matters

you know you love someone
when you want them to be happy
even if their happiness means
your not part of it

what would you say; if i said i was falling for you. just a look from you and i go weak in the knees. what would you say; if i wanted to be more than friends. get to kiss you and hold you in my arms. what would you say; if i told you that you are all i thought about, morning, noon and night. 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. what would you say; if i wanted to take a chance at us. even if i got hurt, the memories would always be with me. no matter what you say, my feelings are true. I'm totally falling head over heels for you<33

the moments you held
            me©
 u n e x p l a i n a b l e

he always said he loved me
i didnt believe him until i
looked into his eyes...

you're weird,
obnoxious,
crazy
and a complete idiot.
yet , i still love you .

&& all that i know
is that i'll never fall
for anyone so hard
   ever again

Well I guess that's it!

<3 Crystal

Hey GUys!! Wow...sorry that I haven't posted..school's a bItCh...I just got a job too, so hopefully even though I'll be busier I'll be able to update more! Well here they are...

You're missing what's right in front of you. A girl that would give up ANYTHING just to be with you...<3

Knowing that I can't have you only makes me want you more..

It's every girl's dream to have a guy call her at 3 am just to say "hey baby, just wanted to tell you I love you."

WiNTER ROMANCE: Starts when the first snowflake hits the ground...

& the best kind of boyfriend is the kind that loves you for the person you are <3~

Live for today, because yesterday is in the past and tomorrow may never come...

If at first you don't succeed;; ask him if he has a brother..

i wrote him a note saying "i wish you knew what it feels like to be obsessed." he wrote me back saying "what if i do?"

i don't understand how i can miss you...when i never even HAd you and i know i never will..</3

behind this smile is everything that you'll never understand.

nothing was perfect: nothing was true: nothing was special: until i met -YOU-

&& she pretends she doesn't care, but REALLY, she cares more than anyone else.

no matter how many coins you throw in a fountain, or the number of fingers you cross, if it's not meant to be, it wont happen.

&& everytime i talk to you i fall a little bit harder.

you can drive at 16, go to clubs at 18, drink at 21, && retire at 65, but whoever set the age to fall in love??

once in a lifetime you find your reason for living, you find the one who makes your every dream come true. i could search forever && no one else would do, because once in a lifetime you find someone like you.

i go to school && hide the pain but as soon as i get in the car and think about you, all i can do is cry, thinking about how much i'll miss you when you're gone.

if i could do anything it would be to kiss you in the middle of the street on the rainiest day of the year!

i knew you were something special right from the start. i knew it by the way you suddenly stole my heart. everything i say is completely true. i wanna spend forever and a lifetime with you.

&& so what if your friends think i'm crazy..i wasn't trying to impress them anyway.

i'm sorry that i even tried. i was a fool to have hope in you. i'm at the point in my life where i've had enough && i'm starting to just not give a fuck.

&& all she wants is someone who will treat her right. someone who will call her beautiful when she needs to hear it the most.

after a while, you realize that life sucks.. love isn't always real.. happiness is only for a limited time.. you learn who real friends are.. you learn to hold back tears.. && you learn how to act like you don't care..

&& i just wish that you knew just how good it feels when you look at me that way.

So God help me. Keep me moving somehow. Don't let me start wishing I was with him now.

The biggest mistake a person can make is to be afraid of making one. Don't hold back your feelings because you're scared of rejection. It's better to say you have learned from a mistake than to say you haven't made one.

who knows where the road will lead us. only a fool would say. but if you let me love you. i'm sure to love you all the way.

i can't erase you from my past. i cannot delete you from my mind. all i can do is say goodbye. i can't pretend you were never here. i can't fake like it didn't hurt when you disappeared. i refuse to use a fake old grin, but then again i'll never win...i can't pretend that i don't care. i can't pretend that you are near. so i guess i'll just pretend to say goodbye..

the more you remember..the more it hurts.

i wanna be by your side so i can close my eyes && feel safe...

Man, I'm sorry guys...I haven't updated in a while. Well school's been crazy, and I feel like all I ever do is...sleep, eat, go to school, and avoid homework..and then eventually end up doing it. Oh well..I'm sure you guys don't care..so here are the quotes!

When you're in my arms, it's like I'm safe and no one can ever hurt me...

One lesson I've learned in life is that if you love someone...tell them and never give up on loving them, because even if you think you're not good enough for them...they might feel that they aren't good enough for you and if you never say anything...you will never know how they feel...especially if you gave up..and..if you never say anything you might not be so lucky and you could lose them forever and they would never know that you two could have had the chance to be together..

Without dreams, what else would we have to live for?

Spiteful words hurt your feelings, but silence breaks your heart.

Tears are words the heart can't say...

Wanting him is hard to get. Loving him is hard to regret. Losing him is hard to accept. But with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet..

How come you have enough time to go out and make other people fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the one who already does?

Never give up if you still wanna try. Never wipe your tears if you still wanna cry. Never settle for the answer if you still wanna know. Never say you don't like him if you can't let him go.

You can close your eyes to the things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.

Always be yourself because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

Day by day, nothing seems to change. But pretty soon, everything's different.

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend.

One who looks for a friend without faults will have none.

Smiling is contagious, you catch it like the flu. Someone smiled at me today and I started smiling to. I walked around the corner and someone saw me grin, suddenly I realized I'd passed it onto him. So if you feel a smile begin, don't leave it undetected. Let's start an epidemic quick, and get the world infected!!

At weddings and showers my great aunts and grandmas would come up to me pinching my cheeks and say "you're next!" "you're next!" ....They stopped that when I started doing the same thing to them at funerals. <<lmao..I love that one!

Friends are God's way of taking care of us!

All she really wants is someone who will sit with her under the stars and not want anything more but to look into her eyes and say you're the only one I've been waiting for...<33333

You may not realize it but it's 100% true.

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they'd die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this wold love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look::: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably wont get it. But if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great!

It's hard when you really like someone, but they just say they only like you as a friend and that's all...

Because you're mine..and tonight you don't revolve around her. You're mine, and this time I'm gonna scream a little louder.

Saying she is fat, will never make you skinny. Saying she is ugly, will never make you beautiful. Saying she is mean, will never make you nice. Saying she is nothing, must mean you're below nothing. Because last time I checked she was still better than YOU!

Life is like a novel, and you're the author of your very own story.

Make everything worth your while. It doesn't matter what other people think. They're not living your life.

At some point you learn to accept the fact that the people you wish wouldn't change, do. Goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever if you let them. Pictures never replace being there, and nothing lasts forever. But you also learn to laugh until your stomach hurts. Act so crazy people think you're high, and live for the days with your best friends;; and just have fun because life's too short to worry about change.

I thought I knew what I was getting myself into. I wish I could've seen it coming....

Let me just sit here and pretend like I'm worth something to you.

In a perfect world...this would never happen.

And there's that one guy for every girl..who's always been more than just a friend.

She loves him, but he doesn't even notice! </3

The hand behind this pen relives failure everyday...

There's nothing real for them to see here...

Who I am, hates who I've been.

Sorry I don't have too many today...I have alot of homework!

There's going to be times in life where you just keep falling. Don't waste your energy trying to climb back up. Chances are you won't get very far before you fall down again, so just make the best out of it and build a castle right where you are.

I just wish I knew what he thinks about me. Does he adore me, as I adore him? Does he smile when he sees me walk by? Is he dying inside because he wishes he could tell me how much he cares? I guess all I can do is lay here and wonder...

Why do I jump out of my seat when you IM me? Why is it everytime I hear someone talk about you I smile? Why is it that I catch myself thinking about you all the time in class? I tell myself over and over that I don't like you. I tell myself that I'm over you. I don't want to like you, but in a way I can't help it...I just do.

I don't know why I'm still waiting. I can't make you mine.

Worry does not empty tomorrow of it's troubles, it empties today of it's strength.

So look at her and stare into her eyes. Can you even tell she is the girl who cries? Can you tell she's the one who can't sleep at night. Maybe she needs to be held so tight. Maybe she's sad and maybe she's hurt. All because she was treated like dirt.

Don't worry about me, I'll end up being fine. I'm just the girl that time forgot, and always left behind. I'm not sure what hurts more.

Promises are lies with pretty ribbons tied to them...

With every single letter in every single word...there will be a hidden message about a boy who loves a girl.

Maybe she laughs to cover up the tears..and her precious smile is just to hide her fears.

Because you're the kind of guy who'd laugh at me when I fall, help me up, and whisper it's ok...I still love you!

Many people walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

Never think you're nothing. Never cry at night over not being pretty enough. Never tell yourself you'll never be good enough. Because to someone, you're everything.

You know you love someone when just the thought of hurting them breaks your heart.

Don't ever use the word forever to describe our friendship again.

Guys always make girls cry...but if a girl can make a guy cry, she must really mean something to him.

to realize the value of a sister,
ask someone who doesnt have one.
To reaize the value of 10 years,
ask a newly divorced couple.
To realize the value of 4 years,
ask a graduate.
To realize the value of 1 year,
ask a student who failed the final exam.
To realize the value of 9 months,
ask a mother who gave birth to a new born.
To realize the value of 1 month,
ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.
To realize the value of One week,
ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize the value of one hour,
ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realize the value of 1 minute,
ask a person who has missed the train, bus, or plane.
To realize the value of one second,
ask a person who has survieved an accident.
To realize the value of one millisecond,
ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.
To realize the value of a friend,
ask someone who doesnt have one.

Never hesitate, because someone else will take him, and it'll be your mistake.

They say we're too young to know what true love is, but I say we're capable of loving each other as much as we know how.

Boys frusterate me. I hate all their indirect messages. I hate game playing. Do you like me or don't you. Just tell me so I can try to get over you.

^^^ yupp

Kiss me in the rain.

When you run so fast to get somewhere, you miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, it's like an unopened gift thrown away. Life is not a race, take it slower, cause before you know it it might be over.

Don't worry about falling in love because in most fairytales..they don't find each other until the last page.

 << haha

Guys are like stars, there are a million out there, but only one can make your dreams come true.

^^^ awwww..sweet

And as I see you walking down the hall...always with a different girl... && never noticing me...the one who adores you..I softly whisper the same prayer.. "make me beautiful please"

In a room full of people, you're the first one I look for. In a place full of voices, yours is the one I search for. On a screen full of IMs, yours is the only one I want to see. Of all the futures, I hope one includes you and me!

It's okay to wish, cause if you don't wish..you don't have any hope, and if you don't have hope...you don't strive for anything, and if you don't strive for anything..then you're living for nothing.

I would expect this from a boyfriend, but not my best friend...

The only thing that drives me crazy is that I can't stop thinking about you.

I'm not perfect, but he doesn't have to know that..

Sometimes you just have to realize that you can't have it all, and you can't fix what you've done, you need to move on and try to be happy, even if it's the hardest thing you'll ever do.

I wanna be the girl who you; hit a homerun for. you score a goal for. you write a song for. I wanna be the girl who; makes you smile. makes you laugh. makes your heart skip a beat. I just want to be that girl.

^^ I do..

If I fall for you...will you be there to catch me?

He doesn't know it but when I look at him and can't help but smile and maybe when it's meant to be he'll notice and smile back at me x3

I sit here and listen to everyone else's love story and I'm thinking to myself...where's mine? </3

^^^ unfotunately, yes...I do that

You can try to hide your feelings but they wont disappear. If they don't go away, there's a reason why they're there.

She cries herself to sleep so that she could dream of him, and dedicates every tear to every time he made her smile.